06 April 2006

Just one of those days

I'm having a bad day.

I am so fucking sick and tired of knowing that my degree is worthless, that my student loans are a very serious debt, and that there is no hope of it coming up with its end of the deal in my entire lifetime.

So what options do I have instead of sitting and wallowing in jealousy and anger? Fucking look into certificate programs at Macomb. I always thought I was too good to go there; that I was too smart or something. And now I learn I can be marketable in 16 weeks as opposed to what? Six years slaving away (well, okay, two were spent on a hiatus from higher education and the one year at Eastern certainly wasn't spent slaving away, so you better make that three) to hang my degree in a frame whose mineral value is worth more than the degree itself. Nice. What a nice fucking state I live in.

I need to win the lottery, pay off all debts, grab a few precious items, and move to Sparrow's island where I don't have worry about any of it. Damn it, I hate when I feel this way.

Now I need to get out of this house before I go mad! Ciao.

1 comment:

bwil said...

things will get better, they're looking up already... from one underappreciated college graduate to another