01 September 2006

My head still hurts

Why is this? Could be for any number of reasons, let's see if any jump out more than others:

I don't eat very good. I just a) don't have time (especially on the weekends), b) am not always hungry, c) don't always have food accessible to me (especially on the weekends), and/or d) can't eat a lot at one time anymore.
I've been cutting back my caffeine intake and it's been messing with me head, man. Caffeine is a drug, my body needs to re-adjust to it. Blah, withdrawals suck.
Not only do I yell at bad drivers, I myself am a bad driver. Really kinda sucks when I see others demonstrate the behavior I so often bitch about, only to realize that I do the same things sometimes. I'm not a hyprocrit if I admit to it. :P
When I come back to my parents after being in Lansing, but particularly after being in Boston, I'm not this feels like home anymore. In fact, I get such a miserable funk when I have to be here that alone could be the sole cause of these unbearable things.
I had to go to the store today to pick up a paycheck.
I cannot say no even though I know it is against my better well-being. While I was picking up my paycheck, I agreed to help with the mannequins for the Holiday preview floorset.
I had to stand in line at a bank, on the 1st, on a Friday, on a holiday weekend, with only three tellers. WTF?
I was around cigarette smoke yesterday.
I checked my work email this afternoon.
It's September now. The main museum re-opens in 28 days. I still don't know my schedule, but things are filling up fast.
The week of Sept 11 is pretty much shot and after that it will impossible to book me. Better luck next month.
Stephie and Cole are going through Pastor's classes and will be baptized soon. Their mom knows I have the 17th off, and while it would have rearranged my schedule, I was willing to sacrifice. But she didn't schedule the baptism then. I then suggested to my mom that it be done on Christmas Eve. That is probably the next time I'll be in that church. Thanks, I can tell being made a Godmother to your child really matters. It's not a Catholic church and kids are older when they're baptized, but she's been talking about this since I was at Eastern. What the hell takes seven years to get your shit together?
Trying to make a list of headache triggers while doing at least 15 other things at once and not using bullets to organize my thoughts.

If these are just my tension headaches, then I have too much stress in my life right now. But I don't actually see any of these going away in the near future. So bring on the drugs!

I can take advantage of a holiday this time around because it falls on a Monday. Yay! But I still have to work Sat and Sun.

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