Updates

Most importantly, I uploaded some Boston pictures last night. You can follow the obvious link on the right side of my page to view them.

Secondly, I spent 9 and a half hours working on 21 mannequins yesterday. I think part of the reason is because they are wearing more layers now (but realistically, you would NEVER dress a baby like that - stupid fashion designers) and another part is because whenever I found a spot to work, someone came in and grabbed it from me. What the hell. It was after 5:30, I finished putting the babies out and then I delegated the rest of what had to be done (shoes and clamps) to other people. I thought I quit that job. On my way home, I decided I really did.

Thirdly, since I haven't had one in eleven months, I used this vacation as an escape from my daily grind. Within 24 hours of getting home, I was getting (dare I say) lectured about not calling and being compared to my brother. I'm sorry, I turned 25 when I was gone and forgive me for not wanting to be attached to my cell phone every second (with the exception of Friday, which is the first time I even bothered checking my messages). There were more important things than that. And even though I have completely accepted I can never live up to my brother, it still stings when it happens. Putting myself through college, attaining a degree, and not whoring myself out are real disappointments in life. Shame on me. I haven't said much about it or to them and if I didn't before, I really just hate living here now.

Small note to friends: if you are in town and don't tell me about it, fine - I won't even mind, but if you are in town and tell me, and say we can go out later to catch up, then don't back out. Especially when we haven't talked all that often lately and I haven't seen you for almost four months. Kinda burns a little. But it's all good, I got to wash my car Monday night instead. It needed it, I almost say it was time better spent.

CPR training at my Dossin today. I better start to get my act together.

Tomorrow, sleep will come...