31 January 2006

Closing time

Random thoughts floating in my head right now:

  • I love coming home from work at looking up at the sky. If it is a clear winter's night, the stars are vibrant and beautiful. I stand watching them for a minute, perhaps make a wish or say a silent prayer only my subconscience knows, evaluate my day (or week or life), and know that whatever I am feeling at that very moment is so small, so miniscule compared to the universe, that things will be okay.
  • I don't like seeing my friends go through things that I am very much familiar with, and not being able to help. Words are only words and I don't know if they are understandable to the recipient.
  • I have absolutely no idea why I am still awake. I have to teach in the morning, which means -to my regular blog readers- this won't be updated until at least after 4 pm. It's elementary schoolers.
  • I have no idea what kind of state-of-mind I am in right now. I am being rather poetic about things and writing in extravagant ways not normally seen. And the frightening part about it is that it's not metaphorical or make-believe. When I reread this tomorrow, it'll probably sound like an inspirational movie-of-the-week gone bad.
  • I need energy to teach, I need sleep to gain energy, I need to stop composing this blog to sleep.

On that note, Thank you and Good Night.

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